Trying again

Well now that my time of the month has finally ended I guess I will get over my fears and start trying for a baby all over again. I am still scared that I will have another miscarriage. I mean I have never had to deal with anything like this before and neither has anyone in my family that I know. My family is pretty fertile so they get pregnant easy and they usually don't miscarry. I just don't know what to think being that I am the odd one out. I mean it took me 2 1/2 years to get pregnant the first time only for it to end in miscarriage so I feel like I will never get to carry a baby until it's due date or at least close to it. It is hard to have hope of any kind, but I am trying. I guess this is all for now. Time to go chart my temps and test for ovulation.